Back in 2001 before my wife and I ever got married I had a sneaky suspicion this day would come and make me and my wife sad. It was something that probably should happen, but not the way it is. It seems that H and M want to go live with their dad. My wife and I have prayed about this and both of us know that this is NOT a good decision for them, but the stress and trauma of it all just lead us this way.
So how do you determine this? How do you deal with it. Well, you determine it and see that two children have been brainwashed by their dad into believing lies. My wife verbalized it this way, “It’s like when I was married to him; he kept making me doubt myself as a parent and I know that’s not true.” It’s like her ex-husband is living in the house. The stress and tension don’t create a good atmosphere and counseling hasn’t helped.
So my baby making genes are up and at it again and I would totally do a reversal if my wife wanted it. But her words were, “I’m 35 and my uterus is already hanging out, and it’s getting up late and no sleep and feeding.” Ya, I understand…
So today, I’m really glad I get to go eat lunch with my two good friends D from the Evil Insurance Empire and AI. We meet now and then to discuss how the world should run and whom we should run down. D has had his own children struggles and gotten through them well. AI, well, he’s a good guy and a wonderful person I think I may have leaned on just a little too much at times. It was a nice lunch and it’s nice to have lunch with friends.
Edge Of The Blade 