(I’m writing this post as a comment to “and the pursuit of happiness” post today regarding education expenses and what it all means.)
My wife has inspired me. Yes, my elegantly small beautiful bride is returning to academia to pursue not one but 2 post graduate degrees. She will start her graduate work again in Early Childhood Education soon and then finish with a doctorate thereafter. It will take awhile, but she wants to teach in college and that’s the road ahead for her.
Mrs. Edge and I took 2 wildly different paths to obtain our bachelor degrees. My wife did it the way you typically see in a b horror movie. She started her schooling, hated what she was doing, kind of became disillusioned and had a kid and fought her ex-husband for every yard of ground to get her degree from a tiny school in Texas. She doesn’t go back for homecoming or alumni events. Every dollar came from her pocket. Every credit hour was a struggle as her ex did not support her and tried to sabotage her efforts. She owns 2 tshirts from her alma mater and I had her degree, teaching certificate and dean’s list award framed this past fall. And that’s all she wants to remember from college.
On the other hand, I was expected to go to school. My initial picking of schools was by mascot. I liked Auburn and LSU. I had no idea what they taught there or where they were ( well I knew LSU was in Louisiana ). Through hard work and persistence my parent’s had saved for my college education since the day I was born. A small savings account covered tuition and books. I got money for rent and a small allowance. My rent my last year in college was $215 a month.
Basically, they paid me to be a full time student. I was not supposed to work, but I did and it was part time and paid little and enough for my fun. I wasn’t a drinker or a smoker or a druggy and I didn’t have nice things. I did have pocket money. I worked for IBM one year in the computer store and sold 2 computers. But my senior year I had Tuesdays & Thursdays off and worked as a substitute teacher. GREAT gig! They called by 6:00 AM, and I was always called, and I got $90/day. I was getting a technology degree so when the lab person from an elementary school wanted to take off, I came in, turned on a black box and then started all the Apple IIe’s. All I had to do was make sure the kids played a video game for 40 minutes. Amazing. But I wasn’t supposed to be working.
When I was a kid I got a job at 12 making popcorn at the local minor league ballpark. My first paycheck was $112 and I was only allowed to work 4 hours a day at minimum wage. I was elated. I worked with one of the football coach’s sons who vended peanuts on quarter beer night. He would bring in $20 tips for a 50 cent bag of peanuts. This was in 1983. He loved it too. I worked odd jobs here and there for pocket money. I roofed, replaced acoustic tiles one summer and wanted to start my own pool business. Never happened. But I could have been the pool boy!
And to my foolishness, I never saved a dime for college. For that matter, I never learned the value of a dollar. I kick myself every day for my wasted time and effort.
My degree was free, in a sense. I didn’t have to work, but my job was to be a full time student. I did it well with 4 semesters on the dean’s list and only taking one summer session off a year. I went to school from September to July. I liked it. My job was also to grow u[ and I didn’t do that.
I watched friends struggle as farmer’s kids, brick mason’s kids, parentless kids, recovering drug addicts, news paper owner’s kids, you name it. I was around them. My friend whose dad was a brick mason busted his butt to make ends meet. He is now in finance and has a monster house in Frisco. I rejoice in his success.
I also saw a ton of kids who were there on mommy and daddy’s dime not doing jack and screwing up their lives. I couldn’t stand them.
My sister got an engineering degree and a great job out of college. She now works for a non-profit. I resent that plain and simple because I know my parents ( one who was schooled on a music scholarship and was a road builder’s son and the other finished school in her 60’s on her own after he left was the daughter of an oil truck driver ) paid dearly for her success. I feel like she’s pissing it away. It angers me.
I watch kids at the university I work for spend money like crazy, wear clothes you would never see on a state university campus and hear stories of how the professors coddle them and cajole them and make sure their asses are wiped clean. But now and then I hear stories of the kid who is busing tables and working nights to get a great degree here.
Outside Oklahoma has a great college education story. I don’t know where it is, but you will have to ask her about it. It’s good. And so does pursuit.
And I’m considering the post graduate world myself. Should I finish my master’s in counseling and Ph. D. in that field or should I pursue something totally different in technology? Either way I better make a good choice.
So what does it all mean? It means this; life is only worth as much as it costs you to live it and only if you understand the cost. If you don’t recognize the gifts you’ve been given and use them for good you are fooling yourself and taking up my oxygen. Learn the value and pleasure of hard work and a dollar.